I’m originally from England , been in Australia nearly 14 years . Just Me and the kids here now , all my family back home in England . The father of my kids died of drugs & alcohol . 43 years old , I was with him 20 years . I did endure domestic abuse but I think this was due to these addictions. He was the best father and husband when not under the influence and not having a come down but I had to make the decision to leave with the children . When in the grips of an addiction or multiple addictions they not thinking clearly they not thinking rationally so my finances stopped as my punishment for leaving him so hence why I got into onlyfans . I’ll keep on preaching and reaching out to people about mine & kids story and educating people on addictions and if I can just save that one person from taking the same path as my childrens father then my job is done .